Monday, May 4, 2009,6:47 PM
another day...
today was just another day... i know my blog is very dead cause im studying, and im very behind time in my work! i cannot cope with the mid year, i want to try my best but what im afraid of is that tat is not enough... haiz how?
My school life sucks... i dont like my class cause the people inside most of them trap a lot of crap whole day, nvr get serious! and most of the people in my class i dont associate well wif them, guess we think differently, there are some who can get serious and want to be my friend but... i dont know why but i reject them... mayb i dont trust them enough or they arnt the type of friend who can be close with.
To summarise it... im actually quite lonely, just like a person standing quietly in the midst of a heavy downpour without a word to say... things are all getting worse... i have nothing to say...
Im left alone in the rain again.
Monday, April 27, 2009,6:51 PM
Exams
wa i cant stand it anymore... i only got less than 10 days left to prepare for Mid year exams!!! and i am always behind time, wads worse is that the homework is pouring in = no time for revision. then got mroe problems up my sleeve. hayo, overload le, i cant stand it anymore!!!
Today was ok just tat got a lot of hmk, but still i hv the same troubles i always have... my life isnt going very well now... but i cant give up! i will fight to the bitter end until i win or lose!!! I dont want any1 to be concerned about me... my problems are too hard to solve, i myself can only solve them... dont because of me u waste your time... i am so sorry for the people who hv wasted their time just for me...
Im left alone in the rain again.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009,9:51 PM
Choices
For those who are reading this... i would like to ask u a question, if u had 2 groups of friends, both are equally important and u need to make a choice between one of them u would side with. U have to side with 1 side no matter what and u only got a limited time to choose, if u choose 1 side the other side will neglect you...
I am in this exact situation, and i have to choose very soon... what should i do? i search my feelings countless times but both group of friends are just too important, without 1 group ill be incomplete... what should i do??? =(
Im left alone in the rain again.
Friday, April 17, 2009,9:25 PM
today
i feel very lost now... how do i know whether when making a choice it will be the best choice... and when the time is up u make the choice and then u ask yourself, how if i chose the other choice? would it hv been better? there are a lot of things i am troubled abt i do not wish to say, but ill try to live every day of my life as happy as possible.
Band today was ok... just that we really need to be faster when we are asked to move around, talking a lot is a factor why we are always so slow. but i hope we can improve!
right now i sorta hate how things are going in my life... and i just cant accept reality sometimes, looks like i hv to try HARDER!!!
Im left alone in the rain again.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009,5:29 PM
A Bad Day
Today was a bad day... i regret some stuff i did (i do not wish to say it, dampens my spirit), anyway i really hate it! i went for the OBA meeting when going bac home my father scolded me for not calling him or some crap la, then say wat wan call the school and all the crap all come out, i get very pissed at these type of things! i dont mind if someone does not trust me (fine), but when tat person complicates or makes problems for me, i get very very angry... haiz i am just very lost which choices to make, how do i know whether it will be the correct or the best choice, i dont want to make some mistakes again... it is just very hard for me these few weeks...
Im left alone in the rain again.
Monday, April 13, 2009,3:09 PM
My new blog
hello welcome to my blog... took me quite a while to make it, but was worth the effort =).
Looks very nice rite? (Or am i wrong). Anyway rem to tag me if u hv a blog, I cant believe i am gonna start blogging again... last time was 2 years bac. Ty
Im left alone in the rain again.
